Monday -stomach pain, low back/right side, discomfort level, probably 4/ 10… Gas/Stress, or Pancreatic Cancer , or Pancreatic Cancer, or Pancreatic Cancer?
One sign of pancreatic cancer is what? (Help me Google!) : Jaundice, but jaundice also happens in other cases- you don’t necessarily have Cancer even if you have jaundice! Do I have Jaundice? No skin is fine so far.
Should I not eat that pizza?
Oh thanks Pizza for reminding me of more indigestion/etc. Am I getting older? Or is this cancer? Or have I been eating shitly? I don’t know.
I’m still single, am I gonna die alone?
Time to meditate–stomach/kidney/pancreas area pain not going anywhere– I’ve been meditating for 40 minutes already. Just feel sleepy.
After Meditation- oh yeah pain/discomfort still here, or does it go away when I don’t think of it. I don’t know…
Monday night-feel better, but I don’t know, it isn’t gone.
By the way, how did my bowel movement feel , I don’t know… watching comedy to fall asleep… One last social media check. Oh snap, one random cancer story in newsfeed, don’t read, don’t read…. not reading, trying to sleep, do I have Cancer? Who knows….
Tuesday morning, Sun’s up. Feel good, oh wait, there is my stomach, do I have Cancer, boy I’m feeling tense now…. by the way is Karl Pilkington a hypochondriac? Woody Allen is. Why can’t he keep “it” in his damn pants???